saya berpindah lagi

aduh.. kepak sekals jak . aku aritok memerah tenaga ngangkut barang kekk.. kepak sekals jak lok. connection ctok ok ok jak. tp mula tek berolah juak la. tensi palak ku.

ok la. sikpat nak naip byk gilak tok. kepak dah jari jemari manis ku.

saturday suck.

camwhore!

apple, shayna?

GIRL GIRL GIRL

CD-ROM GIRLS
She is always faster and faster.

EMAIL GIRLS
Every ten things she says, eight are nonsense .

HARD DISK GIRLS
She remembers everything, FOREVER

INTERNET GIRLS
Difficult to access

MULTIMEDIA GIRLS
She make horrible thing look beautiful

SCREENSAVER GIRLS
She is good for nothing but at least she is fun

RAM GIRLS
She forget about you, the moment turn her off

WINDOW GIRLS
Everyone know that she can't do a thing right, but no one can live without her.

VIRUS GIRLS
Also known as "wife" when you are not expecting her, she comes, install herself and uses all your resources. If you try to uninstall her you will lose something, if don't try you uninstall her you will lose everything.. .

SERVER GIRLS
Always busy when you need her.

i HATE this!

.I HATE waiting! f u c k o f f.

say(all i need)

Do you know where your heart is
Do you think you can find it
Did you trade it for something, somewhere
Better just to have it
Do you know where your love is
Do you think that you lost it
You felt it so strong but nothings
Turned out how you want it
Well bless my soul
You`re a lonely soul
Cause you wont let go
Of anything you hold
Well all I need is the air I breathe
And a place to rest my head
Do you know what your fate is
And are you trying to shake it
You`re doing your best and
You`re best look
You`re praying that you`ll make it
Well bless my soul
You`re a lonely soul
Cause you wont let go
Of anything you hold

Well all I need is the air I breathe
And a place to rest my head
Said all I need is the air I breathe
And a place to rest my head
Do you think you can find it
Do you think you can find it
Do you think you can find it
Better than you have it
Do you think you can find it
Do you think you can find it
Do you think you can find it
Better than you have it
Better than you have it
Said all I need is the air I breathe
And a place to rest my head
Said all I need is the air I breathe
And a place to rest my head
Do you know where the end is
Do you think you can see it
Until you get there
Go on
Go ahead and scream it
Just say

unspoken word. but need to be heard.

im all alone.feeling so lonely.

i cant describe what it feel inside.

i try to sleep. but i cant.

i was thinking about you. about home.

i miss everything.

maybe im just too emotional.

oh good its raining tonite

Wanting to sleep I shut my eyes

but even through closed eyes, I cry.

u cant see me cry. im just all alone



i need my momma = (

aih! aih!

adoh.. aher dah jam tok. aku sik tido gik. apahal ngn aku tok. mata aku tok bagey ada di ngkah anak mancis jak. cemmmmni la tuk! ( ahaha.. apa tek kak maca blog org)

aku tok tek jadi blog reader juak sama cam farah. ahhh.. sik tauk eh. bes juak maca blog org . kadang2 ada indah dtg rasa jeles.ahhaha.. aku tok nang penjeles kali ho? tp aku jeles benda bgus2 okay! ahha.. aku jeles maca sigek blog nemiak tok. nya study rah UK giteeew. tempat or put kek! ney ko nak lawan. ko tauk nya blaja uni ney? University of Reading. under oxford gitew! ah~ pas maca blog nya tek. bruk ku tauk la PHD ya bukan nak plg terer sekals. tp ko mok tauk? ada gik atas ya.. bukan ya jak kek... postdoc.. pasya ada lagikkk.. superdoc.. n mcm2 doc la pasya. hahah.. aku pike tek phd jak plg grand kek. duhal ada gik. mun aku palak gila blaja, sik nikah la aku.. sian la ku ngga apiz nggu aku smpey ke tua. yalah tek aku sik maok. mun ada rezeki nang impian aku mok smpey phd. aminnn...

cgek la aku bgga ngan anak msia blaja d oversea, ada yg sik lupak dirik. erm.. tp sik pat di tapok. ada nak smpey lupak dirik. lupak cmneyyy kakar msia tuk. adoh ko mak ehhh.. mun kita tok makan belacan . cmney rupa ktk menyelengkan lidah kita kakar or put.. sik boh jak. kim salam ngn lubang perut ktk org. hahha.

ya lah apa di maok aku. amik master di oversea. moga2 impian aku tok pat jadi kenyataan. mun dapat, aku rasa mak aku mesti rasa on the top of the world. apa tek anak mpuan nya g blaja tempat or put. wpun aku tok ada congek sikit. tp aku mok merasa idup tmpt org. biar la jaoh. apa ku duli. bukan aku pegi berperang.

eh jap lok ktk org. .aku gk mukak tv. gelap gilak tok.. rabun aku kelak. makey cermin mata gik aku kelak. nak ka rupa betty jak aku tok. alu sik kac! ok berbalik kepada apa ku ngereco b4 tok tek. b4 aku pegi oversea ptt ka aku nikah? ahahah.. dtg kenja aku lok. cmney la aku tok ninggal apiz sorang. ney la ku dapat. rasa ku bagey sebelah tgn aku tok tek putus. cmneyyy la tuk!
aku rasa nak nikah jak b4 aku pegi jaoh2. mena kata ku tok.. ktk org pike aku tok memain? ahahhaha.. aku tok tek kenja. dah ya.. ney la gaya. ahhaha!

esok ari kamis. apa jak dipolah ku esok. bgn aher agik. sakit jak rasa badan aku tok. ney ndak bgn aher. tdo kol brapa. mjur jak aku tok tek diam dikpun. mun ada mak aku di umh tok. mirah telinga aku nenga nya ngrepak. esok aku mok ngekot kak ikin nganta resume nya pegi skolah. jeles aku kek... ktk org dah abis blaja. aku tok lamak la lagik. thn depan bruk ku abis. sik saba ku nak ngabis. apa tek ada org janji aku nak meli camera kachhaak k aku. harap2 jak org ya macam post aku nok tok. ahhaha

erm. aku rasa aku sik pat nak naip byk gik. simpan k esok gik. lejuk juak ktk org maca kelak. ok lah bye.

Let you know me better

hello. today is wednesday a.k.a movie day. hurm..

nothing to share today. awal pagi for me its was 12 noon actually kamboh with the fake forumer. my God.. very entertaining! ada juak k tetak mek 2 bibi ctok koh~

okay okay. enuf with the negative aura girl . let me share something about me. or. . i let u know me better la.

7 Fact about me
- petite
- im not single
- not so friendly (depends)
- sometime can be so moody
- ssh mok tido
- i love indian food
- music lover

7 person i love the most
- amma
- appa
- hafeez
- my gf
- frens
-
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7 important things for me
- my mascara
- eyeliner
- laptop
- phone
- patrick
- deadorant/perfume
-

7 songs i like
- back to black by amy winehouse
- u know im no good by amy winehouse
- swallowed in the sea by coldplay
- i know i know i know by tegan & sara
- incomplete by sisqo
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7 things i do everyday
- online
- makan
- tido
- makan
- tido
- makan

I want this. that. and that!

cute topshop dress

the rasa style camera.

7 august. a few week to go.
Good luck friends!
above is my wishlist.
that is when we can use the tauk2 kedirik theory.

p/s : actually ive got 2 or 3 pages of wishlist.

another boring day~

guess who?

latest pic. aha.. rasa artis!

me!

his fav pic

pustaka with my dear

my rasa kacak pic. aie.. kenak muka cmtok!

me and weeee

unitar nite dinner.

new new and new !

okay.. i start with some new things about me. i think a lot of thing change this few month. and u know what! the biggest thing is ive been so antap nganok org nowadays. my God! so plis la farah.. dont influence me ! im innocent baby. i lost my fren dis month.. erm. bcuz of stupid thing. soooo very stupid. u know one thing i realize after the tragedy happen, dont ever tell ppl about ur personal things to other.. even ur fren. and one thing.. dont expose to much about u in the internet. ahhaha.. for example.. ppl put everythingggg about him or her in ABOUT ME in fs or facebook or kamek.org (yer.. promote) .. damn... inggar sik rasa nyawa maca? dont put everything about u la there! it just fs.. get a life man.

and the other things is.. try dont tp be britney spears if ur face look like AKON! am i too antap saying this? sorry baby.. this is my blog.nyaman jari ku naip jak. hahahha

other things happen to me this few weeks is.. im buzy with forum.kamek.org. .. with my gf.. bersusey2 with a lot of things. duhhh.. gossiping! y we cant live without it? y? y? but hello.. atleast, we are sensitive.. very sensitive with our persekitaran . hahaha..

i got new eyeliner. bought it from one of cosmetic store at the spring. sumting new for me.. liquid eyeliner.. rasa mok jadi amy winehouse la tek.. tp still monyeng... farahsays said to me.. prektisss make perfect! ahhaha

my bf? hehheeh... he still be my baby.. my hero.. n my everything! i love u baby

heyyyy!! my birthday is around the corner..

now. im having a cuti2 after final exam. the exam is not so good. not so bad . but im glad. my carry mark is okay.. dis monday start a new semester. im not prepared yet. mind, emotion still 200% enjoy the holiday.. im not going anywhere.

wut else? kelak sambong gik eh!

helo helo

mari mengaji bersama ustazah ain.

=)

Little girl and her father were crossing a bridge.

The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter,

"Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river."

The little girl said, "No, Dad. You hold my hand."

"What's the difference?" asked the puzzled father.

"There's a big difference," replied the little girl.

"If I hold your hand and something happens to me,

chances are that I may let your hand go.

But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens,

you will never let my hand go."

In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond.

So hold the hand of the person who loves you rather than expecting them to hold yours...

This message is too short......but carries a lot of Feelings

What can do you when the only person who can stop your tears is the one who made you cry?

"Nevermind Me"

What is the game we're playing?
should I stick around for more?
Snap your fingers I'll coming running
Leave again when you're bored
with me
I'll make it easy

Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just cast shadows on your walls
Nevermind me, nevermind me
My God I feel so small
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just cast shadows on your walls
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just let myself out.

This facade that I'm stuck with
has got me wondering
Just tell me how you want me
and I'll be naked stumbling
just to get a reaction, any signs of love

Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just cast shadows on your walls
Nevermind me, nevermind me
My God I feel so small
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just cast shadows on your walls
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just let myself out.

Bottle up your smile
Pour it in a cup
I'll be on my way
once I've sobered up

gerek aku makin ari makin raget.

gerek aku makin ari makin raget. rangget leh juak. diat rmbt nya lok. mah nyawaku~~~
- i will still love u no matter how u look like. heuheuheu. =)

heuheuheuh!

hehuehue... nang bdo.. dah nama pembulak, pembulak juak. sik abis ngn crita one nite stand kau tek. mok bulak org gik. nak meracun aku? pegi jahanam la kau ngn hidup kau. koto!

ohok!

paloi2 jak rasa tme panas cmtok. lapa eh.lamak na juak tok tek. mah nyawa ku. aku dah gap gap dah rasa dirikku tek..sikpa la.nang keja aku la tok. aku nak sikda keja. ada juak keja nggu. hahah..pns dunia fana tok. rasa nak berekot telanjang jak lok. ktk org sik suka baca blog aku. sukati ktk org mpun. polah blog ktk org kedirik gak. blog aku.bukan blog kau. =)

rihanna, kmk suka lgu ktk.

Oh, How about a round of applause, Yeah
A standing ovation
Oooooo, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

[Chorus]
Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
You better hurry up
Before the sprinklers come on (come on)
Talkin’ bout'
Girl, I love you, you’re the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on (on)

[Chorus]
And don't tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

[Bridge]
Oh, And the award for
The best lie goes to you (goes to you)
For making me believe (that you)
That you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech, Out

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
Now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow
But it’s over now

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pndey suka indah ku nenga lagu tok. haaa.~~~ tp jaik rmbt rihanna baru.kedak cina jual sayo. lgu tok berik ngn laki curang bgus. sak nya sia..heuheueh.. =|

area gitak sikda aek aritok. org gitak berbau smua aritok. jgn ktk org berani nak dekat. leput lak cium bau. ijo jadi muka..heuheuhe.. ungak sik mndik aritok. nya madah tek ada nakong aek. nak berak sikpat juak. sikda k cuci. cuci k batu takut lukak lak. ndak ku brani lok~~~

dunia makin hari makin panas..sik tauk la pahal. aku nang sik pat nak ngando sikit la.. awal pagi dah berangat rasa ctok. 2 igek kipas ku pasang. mseh juak panas. mah sa nyawa ku... kali lapisan ozon dah makin nipis kali nak. ya ktk org jgn mena gilak makey ekon lam keta.

2 3 hari tok kecoh jak ngn sms pelik2. apa ndak ka mok jadi. ada nok side epek. ada nok rilek aje. kakak gerek ku madah mena. org indon cuba ilmu itam anta k hp. sik tauk juak eh. ajal maut kita manusia tok bukan kita kontrol. apa2 pun.. dah kuar lam news.. benda ya houx ajak. huh! kali sms ya k ngalih perhatian org kali. apa tek minyak nait dah nektok nak.. org sik gago ngn rega minyak gik. org gago ngn sms ya tek. ehuheuhe ..kira cmya la tek ho?

sabtu aritok ngek. mah sa nyawa ku sorang2 tok.

bah .. chow.. mun ada salah eja repot polis.

bella..

ahahha.. marek bella dah mati. sik bes trus! cuba bella sik mati.nak ka ada gik bella 2. boring na crita melayu. .. side epek seranto.. ya la aku ngga kdg2 pndey side epek dik pun.. bapak aku gk ngga crita bella ya.. ya ku tertarik juak mok ngga, cam bes gilak jak smpey bapak ku lekat depan tv ngga bella. ok la... bella ya, gaok ada jak lok~~~ balas dendam indah.. mun aku bella lamak dah dak nya ku tunuk idup2...kuikui..tp sik tauk la mun aku tok tek ada di tempat bella. org polah jaik ngn kita.. jaik la balit ngn nya..haha.. sik cmya ka?cmney la?

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ada gik cgek crita tv3 vice versa. crita ya bes.. 3 pasangan ada 3 masalah. yg plg aku suka follow crita antara 3 pasangan ya tek,..crita fahrin ngn umie aida. ngeeee.... shit fahrin ya.. ada ka main mpuan lain blakang umie. nya mpun tek nyuruh umie jadi bini solehah. kiss my ass la fahrin.hahahah.. ya juak nama skandal si fahrin ya cam ki**k jak . hani. kali org nama ya nang kenja mintak garuk kali.heuheuehuehu.. tedah lok sapa2 nama ya. ktk org nang dah ditakdirkan kenja mintak garuk. ney nak molah. garuk k garfu jak, mun sikda org mok garuk. ihihihi..opssss!

eh... jumaat hri tok..phl aku...~~

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mlm tdik nebes ku oi~~ black out mek org uu... dah juak ku sorang... rasa ku nak berteriak jak mintak tlg. tp side epek lak org.. umh org lain black out juak.sikda kamboh cam aku. kekekek..aku sorang bah... terer sikit dari ktk org. tme lam gelap ya.. mcm2 jak ku mejin lok~~~aku pndey ingat balit nenek lam crita congkak ya.. mah nyawa ku. sik lamak kak ya.. pndey on kipas.. on lampu..rasa ku mok lompat bintang jak tanda happy. cepat2 ku on laptop ku balit. nak madah ngn kwn aku tek aku dah selamat dari dunia kegelapan. mala blackout ctok. boring eh!

bah. aku rasa nak ber jak. chow lok kek~~~!

r e a l i t y

ppl hate reality

sometimes, its hurt

but, sometimes its a good hurt

thanks reality.

paip pecah

ohok.. aku mecah paip hari tok . gaok sik? nebes aie..!! aku ingat sik pat fix gik tek. mjur ada gerek kakak bilit sebelah ya tek ... ngato. mun sik terpksa mndik rah paip nok pecah rah dapo. kekeke..kira simok bazir aek la tek. waaa.. nebes nebes..

pas kejadian paip pecah ya tek .. mek org bb, shayna g makan d scr. ingat mok g beli burger jak .. tp org jual beger ya dah kaya.. ditutup nya kedey. bodo na,..trpksa g scr.. dah juak k slepa jepon . sikpa.. raget..erm .. pas mkn . g satok . shayna mok beli brg makan.. pasya blt . ujan2 eh.. tp sikit2 jak.. smpey umh.. paip ya dah berubah rupa.. ahaha.. paip umh tok burok

fake friend vs real friend

FakE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs.
ReaL FRiENDS: Call your parents MOM/DAD.

FakE FRiENDS: Have ever seen you cry.
ReaL FRiENDS: Cry with you.

FakE FRiENDS: Know a few things about you.
ReaL FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.

FakE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
ReaL FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowd’s ass that left you.

FakE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door.
REAl FRiENDS: Walk right in and say “I’M HOME!”

FakE FRiENDS: Are for a while.
ReaL FRiENDS: Are for life.

9 MAC 08

sik saba tggu mak dtg ! uhuu!!! yerdeh .. happening ku sorang2 dlm bilit.

holly-day

aritok start dah cuti. huh..sik best. sik sebest tme cuti sekolah dolok2. dah tua duhal aku tok . =)
mak dtg sik lmk gik . sik saba na eh!erm... home sour home na umh tmpt ku diam tok .sik best. ahaha.. cuba udah gik komplen ain!

aku rasa nak. sik best. smua sik best dah . tmpt diam ngn mpuan side epek. ahaha..cam apppa jak org tua ya. pangai! ah. . mls ku naip pasal nya. buang tenaga dan bazir bendalir sinovia jari jemari aku jak. yerr. .. apa ndak ka bendalir sinovia ya. aku pun sik tauk .sukati mak bapak jiran sebelah umh nenek wa aku jak naip.

mlm tok sikda kak ynie nyendat tilam aku. sunyik juak .sikda k tetak . hahaahah!! mun nya diam ngn aku nak best oo.. tok ngn pangai ya juak .. adoh~~sikpat..pangai pangai la. entam ko sia. sik ku gago.

erm.. aku ter erm2 jak dari tadik . sikda idea la ya. lampu bilit dah tutup dah .gai ada jak ,awal li jak tdo. esok awal bgn. sik style trus. tgk cam aku.. sik panas hari sik ku bgn. . ya bok layan mata. bukan selalu.. peace!

aku rasa jari aku belah kirik ada tumbuh benda. aku pun sik tauk apa..gatal2 jak .takut eh..sbb ariya ada classmate ku knk cacar air. aku padah ngn nya aku gelik ngga. ketulahan kali. adoh2 .,simok eh. aku rasa nak, aku msti kurangkan minum aik coke. sik tgn aku gatal gik .aku rasa la.. mjur aku sik jadi doktor dolok. mun sik jadi la aku mcm sorang tok ..suka nyuluh2 tlinga aku .. pasya tadik mok suluh lam mulut aku gik. mok tgk gigi kata nya.. ada la org ya...mentang2 hp ada lampu suluh.. mun aku beli aek box baruk tauk .sia sinek ku ngangkut. adohhh.. gago org buzz ym aku ..pic ym aku kacak gilak .smua k tetak.. jeles padah !

aku pas baca blog kak ynie tek . hurmm .. bepdey2.. bepdey aku lmk gik .. last aku celebrate bepdey tme aku pom 2 dolok ..haha.. bepdey party suprise. nangis aku tme ya.. hahah...congek nya diriku~ ney la.. sik sgka org ingat bepdey aku . ya la last. pasya neyda gik.. aku pun sikda rasa mok celebrate befdey. sik tauk pahal. sik biasa. tme befdey msti aku sikda d umh. ya la sikda penah mok celebrate.

k la. aku rasa sikda pa gik aku nak taip. byk asgment aku cuti tok . ah.. bosan.buku pustaka sik anta2 gik.

sekian terima kasih.

oh rose ! thanks dear .. =)

adoh.. cair cair cair. romantik nya ktk dear !! mek sik penah dapat rose aie.. tok la 1st tme . wpun tme skolah dolok ada org berik kmk bunga . tp bunga ngek ngok. thanks dear !! aie... kmk cair tokkk..cmney tok dear baaa.....~

fuh... few hours ago pegi tgk crita jumper. layan ada jak~ eh.....hari tok, crita jumper ka ..crita apa ka.. rose ya jdi agenda hari tok . adoh... sik pndey stop kmk senyum tok eh. cmney tok . krem dah bibir mek. hehe..

sik tauk gik mek mok taip pa tok. sa mek tok jak la.. mek gago mok senyum tok. thanks dear. u are my everything !!

unhappy me.

i really need my comfort zone. i hate to be here and i hate to be with her. Plastic fake friend!

pagi jumaat

awal aku bangun hari tok eh. awal eh .. eh eh .. best juak bgn awl oo.. bgn2 jak aku tek, laju jak jari ku crik huruf D. pasya tekan gik E. oh...dah jmpa.. miskol org awal pagi lok. sik lmk kak ya .. ada nya msg aku..suk ~!

aku gk trkenang crita yus ngn aku mlm tdik. Kes student kolej lemas. adoh.. ngutik juak ku dgr. 2 org lemas knk tarit ombak kuat tme dak nya ada prgm sekolah d similajau. Teacher-in-charge tme ya Ustaz Juneed. Aku smpt kenal ngn Ustaz ya tme ku gk sekolah sia. Paling aku rasa sedih dgr dak family 2 org nembiak ya blame Ustaz Juneed . Bukan blame jak , smpey ustaz ya kenak serang. Yus padah ngn aku, Ustaz Juneed mok leput sbb knk serang. Kesian eh. Sampey ustaz ya terpaksa pindah . Hmm.. Qada dan Qadar.. ajal maut di tgn Maha Esa. Innalillah..

"dari Allah kita datang, dan kepada Allah kita kembali"

Lagu best.

I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say
Oh
The words that would mend the things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe it
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

The taste of her breath, I'll never get over
The noises that she made kept me awake
Oh
The weight of things that remain unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe it


It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go, oh oh oh

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you

(simok mek blt umh sikda ktk dear.. yerrr..)

happy birthday

happy birthday my dear hafeez.

i LOVE u so much

demam

aku demam.. sakit tekak..sakit palak.. idong aku merah.. ingus meleleh2.. mun aku tdo idong aku sumbat. raget sik? ok bye..

@ my new place

aha! bruk dapat connect internet hari tok.. bok rasa normal sikit. sbb lmk2 tok sikda internet, rasa cam pelik jak.sikda pa mok polah.. '... baca buku simok ktk ya ...' dear padah cmya.

aku d umh baru tok.. umh baru , tmpt baru, housemate baru. everything ok. tp barang2 aku tek gik byk mengambor gik.. sbb sikda almari. weekend tok trpksa aku abiskan duit beli almari.. buang duit jak! bgus k polah rmbt nak? hurmm..

kak ct sikda d umh aritok. actually 2 hari dah ,nya balit umh nya mpun ba.mun aku pun..mun rumah aku dekat tek..msti tiap mggu aku blt..hehhe..~

erm.. aku sakit tekak aritok tek. tiba2 jak.mbak ku tdo.. roomate aku, BB madah ngn aku..mok demam la ktk ya.. aku jarang demam . mun demam pun sikit2 jak.. pagi tdik aku ahe juak bgn.. aku ingat tek kelas kol 10. duhal kol 9.. damn... mjur aku cepat bersiap.. berasa juak rasa jaoh aku berjalan tek.. mjur juak hari sik panas... hadohh !!! payong ku lupak d unitar. dem.

on the way aku jalan tek.. aku tgk banyak jak org bgn awal2 pagi cmtok..yer.. bgi aku kol 9 ya kira awal pagi la.. org jual kueh tepi jeraya.. org anta anak g nursery.. mun aku ada anak lak.simok ku suruh org jaga..ada anak aku diberik nya makan ubat batok lak. yerrr... alu crita hal anak!!

adoh... batok dah aku tok .. makin sakit la tekak aku cmtok.. rasa lukak2 jak.mun pat engkah handyplast.. nang 2 3 igek dah ku ngkah.. rasa mok makan menda manis jak.. k ilang rasa sakit. aku mok makan ceklet eh!! beli k aku lok .

esok aku ngn gerek ku plan g pustaka ngn can ku.hehe.. aku da kelas kol 5 pasya.. apa nama kelas aher cmya.. sbb kelas aku clash bah.ya la tek

bah..aku rasa aku patut tdo jam tok.. sakit tekak aku ! ehem ehem .. testing 1 2 3.. sound check. sound check.

sebenarnya mata aku lom ngntok.bulak ku jak mok tdo. sebenarnya sik... pastok rasa ku msti ku ngaco gerek aku kerja..hahah!! bah.. sikda idea gik dah aku. roomate aku main kompita 2 2 .. rasa cam d space jak mek org tok.. bye!

kerja aku hari tok tek

mmm.. apa mok taip tok oo.tgn aku tok rasa keruk mok naip.tp mun ym ngn gerek aku..laju jak aku naip.hahaha~ setiap ari aku piluk ati nektok.mun dah petang2 ya..mun dah start hari mok gelap,ada la nyawa aku tok sik brapa betol.rindu aku ngn mak. bok jak ariya aku cuti. tok aku dah rindu gik.. cmney ndak aku dah berlaki kelak..yerr.. tuaija!!

aku tek berjalan kayo ngn wahida.nya ngembak aku kuar tek. Aku sik juak rajin mok kuar tadik, tp memandangkan sikda juak keja aku di rumah.. so aku lekas2 nuka baju nenga wahida buzz ym aku madah nya mok turun.

sikda kredit aku mok madah ngn gerek aku tok,aku nak berjalan. dah ya tek..lmk juak ku mike gney cara aku nak madah ngn apiz tok. Alu jari aku cerdit jak offline msg rah ym madah aku tek nak berjalan. hehe

aku ngga wahida dah smpey k keta mirah bapak nya. ada juak adik nya paduhal. makey baju cam org mok bersukan. rasa ku nak main bol anak tok.. aku masok lam keta sambil merati muka wahida ngn adik nya . Sik juak sama. Cam adik aku ngn aku. Ada juak sama sikit. Mata mek 2 kali.

Laju jak adik wahida mbak moto tek. Sampey mcd mek 2 masok dalam. Sik rami org hari tok oo.. kata wahida ngn aku... aku diam jak merati olah nemiak. Alu aku ngn wahida tek ngoder barang k makan. Pas makan tek, mek 2 pegi tgk baju rah TJ. pasya g SP. Pasya sik tauk cney gik tuju.. aku tek alu teringat ngn kakak gerek ku rah waterfront. Alu aku tek mbak wahida g sia.. Kakar2 mek org tek.. tauk jak mpuan .. bersusey.. Pas ya tek, wahida madah tali gelang nya sik cun.. Alu kamboh mek org nuka tali gelang nya tek. Nampak nya wahida dah pandey amik kesempatan. mentang2 sia berjual dak gelang ,alu nya eksen madah tali gelang nya longgar ... ya ku madah..

Sik lamak kak ya, gerek aku tek nelipon.. tyk cney tuju aku tek.. yerr...suk juak aku knk telipon org. Aku nyuruh nya tipon k makey no kakak gerek aku.. hahahhaa!!

Balit la aku tek kak ya.. Kepak juak nyawa aku berjalan aritok.. Kali wahida sik ibey tgn aku lintas jeraya kali, ya ku kepak. Mun aku jalan ngn apiz tek.sik ku kepak koh~ ada org pegang tgn aku lintas jeraya..

Sampey aku d rumah tek.. mls sa nyawa ku nak mandik. tp aku tek lom gik smyg. Mandik jak la..kak berjalan tek . Dah ku abis mndik tek.. kemas baju atas katil ku, smyg kak ya bruk ku mukak kompita aku tek... cet2 ngn gerek aku ..pasya nya berjalan ngn mak nya.. aku tek sik tauk apa gik mok polah.. naip tok la kerja aku. Ada juak keja. Bah gerek aku dah balit kak berjalan. Mls ku mok naip ctok gik. Bgus ku cet ngn nya. Alang2 menyelok pekasam,biar sampai bulu ketiak . zassss!

Mr. Hafeez. read this!!

i have a guy who moves the hair out of my face just to give me a kiss
he holds my hand while we walk though the mall.
he hate when my feelings get hurt
he makes fun of the things i do,just so we can laugh
he is never afraid to show how much he loves me
no matter where we are or who is around
he is the guy who kissed me on 16 dec 2006

that is why he has my heart.
i have this guy..that love me.
and i love him too.


dedicated to : my Beloved Hafeez

hari ahad yg gembira dan tak panas sangat

ready utk ditolak ke dalam tasik.hehe..

sedang mencari ikan

. selipar jepon warna gold.abg yg beli .

. handbag .

. Mr Hafeez .

. Mr Hafeez again . Sedang memberi ikan-ikan makanan (roti).

hari ahad yg gembira dan tak panas sangat. terima kasih hari ahad!!

move out

hai..nama saya ain.saya sepatutnya pergi meeting jam 9 pagi tadi.meeting pasal pemindahan hostel.tapi akibat terlena overdose, saya terpaksa akur.tidak pergi meeting dan tidur saja di rumah.

oo..mengenai meeting tadi,wpun saya tidak dapat pergi..saya tahu apa yg dibincangkan.hebatkan?
kekeke

saya malas menaip lagi.

baca saja bawah itu bah!!

bey phytes: ain
nurain_online: oi
bey phytes: ostel kitak kinek tok di aleh ke miak laki
nurain_online: sik g meeting ka?
bey phytes: miak laki pindah ostel kitak
nurain_online: oo
nurain_online: pasya?
bey phytes: dah mek pegi
nurain_online: keke
bey phytes: meesting cancel
nurain_online: mek tdo tek
nurain_online: tauk ada
nurain_online: pasya cmney la?
bey phytes: sebab sik rami org dtg
nurain_online: adehhhh
bey phytes: erm...ya la tek..
bey phytes: sik tauk gik tok
nurain_online: nya madah bila pindah?
bey phytes: petang tok mek carik umah lok
bey phytes: mebbe pindah 20hb
bey phytes: nya padah packing jak awal
nurain_online: sukaty nya medo jak
bey phytes: sebab bila2 pindh bah
nurain_online: unitar nang shit eh
bey phytes: umah close trus
nurain_online: cm kita tok org red indian
nurain_online: main pindah2
nurain_online: cney ktk crik umh?
bey phytes: erm...ya la mek sik tauk gik tok..
bey phytes: petang tok yus lab ya pegi diat umah
bey phytes: nya suggest diam jak shoplot..
bey phytes: shoplot dekat
bey phytes: wireless ada
nurain_online: shoplot dcney?
nurain_online: mena?
bey phytes: dekat liza sia
bey phytes: ntah la..sebab nya dekat juak ngan building baru
bey phytes: ostel baru bena wifi nya kowat bah
nurain_online: unitar pun ka?
bey phytes: nang dipasang wifi
bey phytes: kali juak la
bey phytes: sebab class snun
bey phytes: cmne la tok en
nurain_online: cmney o!
bey phytes: dah jak nang dsoh packing
bey phytes: aduh..
nurain_online: pnin palak kmk cmtok eh
nurain_online: mek mintak tlg abg kmk crik umh juak pastok eh
nurain_online: tp lom cl nya gik tok
bey phytes: owh..k la...
bey phytes: erm..
bey phytes: mdm sofia marah
nurain_online: knk?
bey phytes: sebab sik rami org dtg
bey phytes: hehe..
nurain_online: nya ingat kita apa
nurain_online: askar ka?
bey phytes: pak mat dah jadi pen. peg
bey phytes: homes bena2 pak mat juak dah
bey phytes: bukan pak mat gik padah nya
bey phytes: sik mat
bey phytes: cik mat
bey phytes: tunggah nya cek mat
bey phytes: hahaha
bey phytes: shit
nurain_online: oo
nurain_online: dem eh
nurain_online: sik best ada jak

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Salam Maal 1429Hijrah

Ya Rahman ya Rahiim..Ampunkanlah dosa kami, berikanlah kebahagian kami dunia akhirat, permurahkan rezki kami, manfaatkan umur kami dgn ibadat kpdMu, permudahkan urusan kami..
amin.

Salam Maal 1429Hijrah

... sad story for this month ...

... sad story for this month ...

result already comes out. but i cant view my result. its might be very frustrating. i can feel it. im so sorry mom.. we have make an agreement. if i failed one or more subjects, she will not giving me my pocket money. $$$ ??

omg. i will not survive!

but its ok ain..develop success from failures. discouragement and failure are two of the surest stepping stones to success.

.....good luck for myself...

good nite. i cant sleep tonite. but tomorrow is registration day. zzzz.. i am not sleeping

currently listening to: i will not survive - project pop

new hair. not so new la..

my latest pic. hehe. =)
i cut my hair,again. rm12 (cut + wash + blow) at satok.
wat if i have my own saloon. heaven ada jak!!

cute(ugly but adorable) song by mocca

i think im in love ( yes.. im in love with hafeez) - title edited by me

If you got an eerie feeling after hanging up the phone
Sort of happy feeling but you're not sure what it's called

If you're haunted by his face whenever you're asleep at night
And think you hear his silly voice just calling out your name

Oh, no! I think I'm in love with you..
Oh, no! I'm hoping you'll want me too
So, please.. don't let me down!

Just can't help but talk about him in every conversation
Till your friends are sick and tired of that same old crap

If you start wearing make up even when you go to bed
Crying like a baby when you hear a mellow song

Oh, no! I think I'm in love with you..
Oh, no! I'm hoping you'll want me too
So, please.. don't let me down!

saturday morning

i feel so lazy to wake up. Last nite, omg! i forget about last nite.. great! just forget about what happen. n think about today.. tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. hehhe =)

today,nothing to do. a few hours before,im having a brunch ( breakfast + lunch) with my beloved dear. it was cold,wet saturday. im wearing my fav tshirt.that pink baby shirt. i feel so happy today.. i meet my dear,my stomach is full, n im feeling sleepy rite now,again. hehe.. holiday mood maa...actually, if i meet my hafeez, that enough to cheer me up.

bitch

bitch are born to be bitchy. so fuck off

still holiday

hai.. its me again.

its raining.. and its good to be alone at this moment. gai's are not around. and i cant wait to see them reading memo from unitar. gik rasa ktk org!


few minutes ago my fren, i called her kak yanie going back home after using free internet access.


hm.. result will comes out this 12 January 08. i hope its gonna be ok~ and what i feel now.. my statistic paper is.. hergh! its hard for me to say ok.. and it was not ok for me to say it was ok. its hard, and im not ready.. please God,help me.



the end of this month.. his birthday..~


wut else?


will be continue later..